17 April 2009

The speechless post...

OK so I have absolutely loads to blog about today and I am not at all lost for words.

So why the title?

Well, there is a million things I need to write about but I can't right now. All I can say is that I have had myself a few days where my mind has been consumed with thoughts and I have really struggled putting them into some sort of coherent order.

I made a decision this week, and now I am starting to wonder if I have made the right one, but not how you might think. I am 100% clear in my decision but I am just not 100% certain that it will be met with the same enthusiasm.

The love, excitement and want is abundant but there is a fear too...

...and now I'm afraid.

I have found myself searching.