Truth is, I am missing my daughter, family and friends. I knew the transition would be difficult and I knew what I was giving up to be here with my girl. I just thought it would be.....easier.
Deanna and I had a great chat last night about all kinds of stuff and we have cleared up a few minor but major things in the process.
She spoke to her friend Erin for some advice yesterday, before we sat down, and her friend told her " that man needs a hobby, he has way too much time to think " and she is SO right. I am just not used to sitting around not doing much.
However there is light at the end of the tunnel! On Monday we are heading out to the local gym, which is only a few blocks away, to get me signed up, hopefully. Then I will be able to get out of the house for a few hours a day, meet and talk to new people, which to be honest, is probably all I need. Oh, and some good old hard training, which I am very much missing at the moment.
I did however do a little photography yesterday, I am not sure what my thought process was behind the image but I have come to realise that it was somewhat a reflection of my mood.
Any of you that are my facebook friends will have seen this already, those that are not...hope you like it.
